Hello friends! I wanted to jump on here really quick to give you an update on how things have been going thus far. If you’re new here, I’ll invite you to look at this post on Mustard Seed Family about the health issues I’ve been dealing with this year. Basically I’ve been feeling awful for the last couple of years, but since February I have lost 40 pounds (not trying), contracted shingles, and had many panic attacks.
We left off last time somewhere between the 3rd ER visit and my endoscopy. I had an infusion about an hour before my endoscopy, which is used to prevent any bleeding that could occur during the procedure (because of my blood disorder). Just as we were finishing the infusion, my heart started racing, blood pressure shot up, arms went numb, and my face and neck started to get red. So they stopped the infusion and gave me benedryl, which worked right away. I was surprised how calm I was in that moment, because typically I would have been freaking out. But the Lord gave me a peace that flooded my mind so that I could remain calm knowing that the Lord was in control.
The procedure itself took about 3 minutes. The doctor who did the endoscopy was incredible. He told me that his kids were asking him when he’d be home (it was the Friday before the fourth of July), and he said to them, “After I take care of Janell first. She needs my help.” I couldn’t believe that came out of a doctor’s mouth, especially after the way I was treated by other medical professionals. He found nothing, but took biopsies and told me that he would have the results back by Wednesday. So I spent about half and hour in recovery waiting for the drugs to wear off, and then my mom brought me back to their house to recover.
The day after my endoscopy I felt awful. As the day went on it got worse, to the point where I was getting confused, dizzy, and faint. I ended up going to the ER, and after some tests they found out that I was dehydrated. So they pumped me full of fluids and sent me home.
Then, I had a couple of weeks before my colonoscopy. I was able to finally eat and build up some strength to get to the next procedure. The prep was everything they said it would be, but relatively painless. The funny thing about it was that I swear someone put out a memo, because I had about 10 different salesmen come to my door. Obviously I wasn’t going to open it…I mean come on! But now it makes me laugh to think of it.
I went to get my infusion, this time they gave me benedryl before the medication, and I did great. The procedure was uncomfortable, but went well. I was awake the whole time. They found nothing. That was both a relief and a disappointment. I just wanted to feel better, and it didn’t seem possible after getting another test result that said I was fine.
After the colonoscopy I made an appointment with my primary physician to discuss the results. I had a couple of weeks to wait for the appointment, and I still wasn’t feeling great. The tension in my neck and shoulders got worse. Then I had pain in my right leg. It seemed like one thing after the other. The day of my doctors appointment I woke up in agony. It felt like someone had hit me over and over with a baseball bat. Everything hurt. But as soon as my feet hit the floor the Lord whispered, “Clarity.” I wasn’t convinced it was him, so I asked, “Is that you Lord?” And he said, “Of course it is. You’re getting clarity today.”
So I started praying like I’ve never prayed before asking the Lord for peace and wisdom. When I saw my doctor I told her my whole tale of woe. We talked about the endoscopy, and she told me that I never had acid reflux. There would have been visible damage in my esophagus if that had been the case. I asked her what all of this pain could be from. She checked for trigger points and found several, on my chest, back, neck, shoulders, arms, and hips. Then she told me that she believed it could be fibromyalgia. So, she sent me over to the lab to rule out other things like anemia, lupus, and a couple other conditions.
That was the clarity God had promised me. What a relief that was! Someone finally saw my pain. But I knew that wasn’t the end. A diagnoses is never the end, because it’s only just the beginning of a new journey. That weekend I was in excruciating pain. In addition to the pain I was already in, I had a sharp shooting pain in between my ribs on my right side that wrapped around from front to back. My chest pain became unbearable. After maxing out on over-the-counter pain medication, I was still in agony. I couldn’t sleep and could barely eat. On Sunday I wanted to go into the ER, but God firmly said…NO! So I listened. I went to church instead and ran up for prayer at the end. I left feeling encouraged, but still in pain. That night my daughter could sense how much pain I was in. She prayed for me. It was even worse that night, but I was reminded of a verse from Romans 16:20, “The God of peace will soon crush Satan under your feet.”
Then yesterday morning my daughter told me that Jesus was going to heal me today. So I decided to call the chiropractor that my friend had suggested and make an appointment. I knew it was worth a shot since nothing else had worked. I wasn’t going to go to the ER for them to again tell me that they have no idea why I’m in pain, and send me home with addictive pain medication. So I went. And it worked. I felt immediate relief. Chest pain wasn’t completely gone, but I was finally able to breathe without being in pain. As the day went on, I felt better and better. I did rotations of ice and heat the rest of that day. When I laid down to go to bed last night, I felt at peace.
I didn’t wake up until 6 am this morning! You guys I haven’t had a good night’s sleep in over 5 years! It was the best sleep I’ve ever had. All the praise and glory goes out to God! I believe that it will only get better from here on out. There is more healing ahead! Thank you everyone who has prayed me through this journey. I would have given up long ago if it wasn’t for all of your encouragement and prayers for healing.
“For all of God’s promises have been fulfilled in Christ with a resounding “Yes!” And through Christ, our “Amen” (which means “Yes”) ascends to God for his glory.”
2 Corinthians 1:20
“For you are great and perform wonderful deeds. You alone are God.”
“Yes, and the Lord will deliver me from every evil attack and will bring me safely into his heavenly Kingdom. All glory to God forever and ever! Amen.”
2 Timothy 4:18
“Now he is far above any ruler or authority or power or leader or anything else — not only in this world but also in the world to come.”